Agree with mrs bucket.
jinx kitty, everyone offers pretty good tips. There is actually someone who loves you is your little boy. You are lucky to have him and he's lucky to have you that is so much of loves! Good example, you got a new BB and toying with it like you find more about yourself that you enjoy, that you never toy with before. SO there are many things that you haven't try. that's a good start and first step from there.
p.s. seriously, you're a hot mama. im not lying! 0=)