For Better or worse.. thats good word to use.. i so agree with you on that.. 
yeah i agree with you on everything what you said on wants, desperate for sex or not want to be alone, and not knowing what love means.. its so complicated.. sigh..
i havent found my love yet..mostly cheated on me.. thats not love.. but using me for SEX but i am not going to worry about it cuz i know it will come to me whenever in good time.. 