When I was a teenager, I went to several hospitals to see if I was eligible for a CI. When a doctor said that I was eligible, I looked up pictures of actual operation and I felt that I didn't want to do it because of drilling. I can imagine how painful it would be after the operation.
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understandable! You're not the only one who is dealing with lack of public transportation. I have been going through the exact same thing, and I have to call the bus twice to verify everything is all set. it is not 100% guarantee.
he's right about applying for new jobs, and keep in mind that employers may give you better benefits to afford gas, etc but really, their budget might be tight.